Beppina Wildfire – She Comes Fully As Herself
This is part of the Pants of Empowerment project, where women share the voice of their feminine nature and in return, receive a fantastic pair of pants to empower them. All names have been changed.
What are you aware of in your pelvic bowl?
I felt a sense of resilience and safety when I was walking through my pelvic bowl.
Connecting with the Womb
She’s a crone, an old lady. But she has a twinkle in her eye, she represents the lineage of all the women who’ve gone before me, the women who support me.
She connects to all the other aspects; my sexuality in my clitoris for example. My sexuality is vital and alive.
She has a cloak that is brightly coloured, fresh, but also ancient and precious. I can imagine her packing it away carefully with tissue paper.
She’s showing me a bridge with water flowing under it.
She has a bigger vision, she’s showing me that though I have small-ish children now, and time is short, there will be more space to express the fullness of my sexuality soon.
You’re OK, it’s fine. It’s part of the cyclical nature of things that there’s less space for your sexuality now, its time will come.
She’s reassuring me.
I remember when my mum gave me ‘the talk’ and she emphasised pleasure that sexuality can bring, rather than other things that the sex talk might be about. Recently, I asked her to create a vulva cushion as I’m holding retreat days for girls, and she was fine with it! There’s this thread of pleasure coming through my lineage.
What would she like to wear?
Nothing. She comes fully as herself. There is some feminine adornment there, gold bracelets. Her hair is flowing free. She comes as her true-self, without need for anything else.
What does she need to celebrate herself?
There’s a young aspect to her, I can see her young self. She has such a twinkle, it’s like she’s going to tell a dirty joke.
Just as I was saying goodbye, a shiny stag beetle arrived, another emblem of her.
“I love them! I can’t stop looking at them. My gorgeous pants of empowerment have so many elements that we talked about, including the feeling of richness and transformation, mischievousness and sensuality.”